To my Love

I wish I could die tonight,
Slowly with Happiness n joy...
Knowing that you love me,
I do not want to know anything more...

I do not want to cherish my Happiness,
I just want to hold it with in me tight...
I fear my dreams may crush,
if it sees day light or it is touched....

When Your Palm plays with my Unruly hair,
I feel like living in warm nest...
Better than Heaven offers.
I open up my heart here...
I wish I could die tonight,
Knowing that you love me Dear.

Lines I liked from Alexander Pope

Never out of fear
Always with curiousity
Never with spite or malice
Always trying to make connection
Never with your own agenda
Always with a sense of possibility
Never angry at what you don't yet understand
Always mindful of the past

Rupkothara.......

Aaj sokal thekei elo melo bhabna ra amai jala chhe,kobitai paoa anubhutigulo bar bar phire asche,je bhabna gulo mone uki mar che segulo mone hoyoa,hoito segulo chokhe dekha jai na,sudhu mone mone dekhte pai ba bhabi,ki jani ki ora....,sudhu mone hoi ora Rupkotha,chorie ache amar charpase,moner bhitor,gacher patai,nilkontho phule,krishnochurar rong-e,nam na jana pakhir danai,bristi dharai,bheja chule,Joler dheu-e,norom matir adore,prodiper sikhai ba matir unone jola kather agune ba aro koto kichu te...Asole muhurto ki lekha jai,ora to somoy-e harie jai,hoi to kokhono phire asteo pare ba kuasai mile jai.Achha kuasa mone portei mone holo sisir er kotha,ar sisir mone portei amader barir seuli gach ar phuler kotha,sisir ar seuli phul khub bondhu,oder kokhono alada kora jai na,ar oder ostito tao to khub choto,tai hather aajlai khub ador kore dekhte hoi,noito ora rode mishe jai...abar phire pete porer bhorer opekhhai thakte hoi.Aaj hothat rupkotha nie likhte bosechi karon aaj-i amar ei mone howa gulor nam dilam Rupkotha tai...
Chele belai-o rupkotha porechi,bhao-o lagto,sei thakur mar jhuli,Ali baba Chollis Chor,Sindabader golpo,ba khirer putul,sob e bhalo lagto kintu golpogulo ke niye nije aro bhabte partam na,hoito ota onno karo rupkotha tai,kintu bristi porlei amar mon bhalo hoye jeto,barir samner nera math tai aste aste jol jom to,kokhon math theke pukur hoye jeto.Prothome ghasera dubto ar tarpor chor kata ra,ar ora dublei amar nouka bhasto,ar mone hoto ei jole jodi kono mach mane chotto kono mach ami dekhte pai tobe ki moja hobe,kintu erokom kokhonoi hoi ni, tokhon to jantam na ota Rupkotha.Jamon mombatir alo ar prodip-er alo,ami janina konta amai tane Alo naki Alor bhitor Agun.Prothom jokhon Boier patai porlam manus Chokmoki pathor ghose agun jalato tokhon bhison obak hoye gachilam,odbhut ek bhalo lagai,mone hoto ishh..jodi amio chokmoki pathore agun jalate partam...Deshlai kathi jalie dekhtam ,kintu mone hoto oi Aagun onno rokom...Alo ar agun duto bhison alada,Aloei nijer chaya dekhte pai ar Agune nije ke.
Achha onekkhon abol tabol likechi,ebar boli kothai amar Rup kotha ke khuje peye chilam.Amar Rupkothara esechilo Nil molate Badhano Boi er Holud patai...Nischindi purer grame,jhop jhare,jolai,Jhijhi pokar dake, Durgar makhano kacha Aam-e,Apu Durgar mayer rannar unone,oder dekaha prothom rail garite,Apu Durgar mete alu,lal chler bhat ar pora begun bhajar bonobhojone.Amar Durga ka ke khub bhalo lagto,o Indira thakrun ke ki bhalo basto.Jano amar ek bondhu chilo Durgar moto,Mane seu Durgar motoi Ma-er kache Agacha,Ar tar ekta bhai chilo ekdom Apur moto,khub bhabuk chilo seo,ar khub bhalo chobi akto ar Daba khelto.Jano amar sei Durga-o khub elomelo chilo,mar kache khub bokuni kheto,ghorer kaj korto,Murgi der khete dito,Matir unone ranna korto,School-e jeto,jodio tar porte bhalo lagto na se kintu khel te khub bhalo basto,Aro ekta jinis se bhalo basto,Dudh khete.Kintu or ma dito na tai churi kore school-e joler botole dudh niye jeto.Ar or bhai rong er modhey jibon phutie tulto.Dekhle Rupkothao sotti hoi,Pather Pachali-r Nischindi Pur Ar amar gram Taki sei Pompa-Partho ar Apu-Durgai Mishe galo.
Aro koto Rupkotha elo amar kache,prothombar Rupkothai kauke bhalobese phel lam.Kobitata porecho?Nojrul-er 'Bidhroyi' - tumi bolbe ota rupkotha kothai,boroncho sara kobita jurei uddamota,hoito tai abar Bidrihi-r uddamotar modhei mishe gache Or mon kharap,prem ar Narir Mon.Prothom bar nijeke Nari bole mone hoye chilo,Chinte parlam onubhuti guloke...Bidrhi bolche...'Ami khubdho Hiya-r katorota,Byatha Sunibir/Chito Chumbono choro kompono ami thoro thoro thoro prothohmo porosho kumarir/Ami Gopon-o Priyar chokito chahoni/Chol kore dekha Anukhon,Ami Chopol meyer Bhalobasa/Tar kakon churir kon kon/Ami Chiro Shishu,Ami Chiro Kishor/Ami Joubon Bhitu Polli Balar Achol kachol-i nichor/Ami Uttor Bayu Moloi Anil,Udash Purobi Hawa/Ami pothik kobir Gobhir Ragini,Benubine Gan gaoa/Ami akule Nidhag tiasa ami Roudro rudro robi/Moru Nirjhoro jhoro jhoro Ami shamolima chayachobi/Ami turianonde chute choli,eki unmad ami unmad,Ami sohosha amare chinechi ajike/khulia giache sob badh/Ami Porosuramer kothoro kuthar nikhhotriyo koribo Biswo/Anibo Shati shanto udar/Ami holo Boloram Scondhe,Ami upari phelibo odhin biswo abohele Nobo Sristir Mohanonnde/...Ami Bidrohi Bir/Biswo charaye uthiachi eka/Chiro unnoto Sir'...Ami ei Bidrohi-ke aajo khuji amar Rupkothai.Ma ese matha khar korche tai kobitar line gulo bhule gelam ar onubhti gulo boka khoar bhoy-e palie galo.Aro koto kichu likhte ichhe korche,Amar sobcheye priyo Rupkothake niye to lekai holo na...'Pujarini'...Sanjhbati ar amar Rupkotha...Sobdo ar Drishyer Rupkotha,Onubhuti ar Bastober rupkotha,Rupkotha ar koster theke agle rakhar rupkotha,Nisuti rater sese bhorer rupkotha.Ora thakuk akhon amar jhulite,abar kono dupure ba rate bhorer ba sondyar golpo bolbo...Tomai Rupkotha.

Alo Adhari

Ei bloog lekhar obhes ta khub kharap,majhe majhe-i onno kaj phele jor kore likhie nei!Ei jamon akhon amar pora uchit,karon samne porikhha ar ami akhon kothai elomelo bloog likh chi.Alo adhari likhlam,tar karon ami besir bhag somei bujhte pari na,moner goti ba moner rong,kothao gie jano sob kichu mishe jai...Jamon kohono kokhono kono chobi nijei aka hoye jai,amra sudhu bhebe take akte pari na,se nijei toiri hoye jai...Jamon nije hate kokhono agun akte pri ni,ba kokhono parbo na,othocho obiroto sei chobi ta aka hoye choleche...ichhe kore chokh buje chobi akte,kintu ontorer chobi ja nirontor eke cholechi ta kagoje phote koi?Alo ar adhari-r majhe bhor,jamon sada ar kalo-r modhye rong,tamon-e khusi ar dukhh-or modhey sudhu onubhuti,Raag ar abhiman-er modhey bhalobasa.Asole kokhono kokhono amara nijer ojantei khusi hoe jai,abar hoito rege jai ba dukhho pai,jodio jani na kano emon hoi.Asole abeg boddo osanto kore,anondo,khusi,raag dukhho sob kichukei khoniker tore boddo besi gurutto die dei...Koto kotha lukie ache,moner bhetor,nejei jani na,sei kotha gulo prokaser akuti madhom khoje,ek ta madhyom jodi bondhu hoi,tobe ekta to blog hobei.Nijeke na lukie,abhinoi na kore ja bhabi tai bole deoa jai,hoito emon kotha ja nijeo jani na,likte bose seta samne chole ase! Ektu ektu kore jonmo nei notun sotta,jar jonmo hoito amar theke holeo,se sompurno swadhin!Ami chaileo take bosh korte pari na...Se chole nijer kheyale...Adore rekho tare..."Zibon re tui na ador korle pore mainse koibe mora Zibon re..."

Sunno theke suru

Aajo sebhabe kichu na bhebei likhte bosechi,asole ami to lekhok noi tai lekhar bishoi gulo khub subjective hoye jai,bhalo lekhoker moto nijer jibon ba motamot ke lekhar sathe na jorie likhte parina.Tai se chesta na korai bhalo.Ichhe korche prothom din theke suru kori,achha amar jibon-e konta porthom din?Ma-er gorve je prothom amar jibon sonchar hoye chilo na ki jedin jonmo nilam?Amader teacher ekta kotha bolten,amra jokhon Ma-er gorve thaki tokhon umbilical cord-e ma-er sathe jorie thaki,Amader jonmo-i holo jiboner prothom bichhed.Between the ideal n the real falls the shadow!King lear er kotha bol te gie bolten Cordelia holo asole Cord-e-Lear!Tai jokhon sei Cord ta chire jai tokhon-i bichhed suru hoi!Ami chilam Pre-mature baby,Baba bole Ma ke hospital-e bhorti kore Office gachilo ar phire ese dekhe Ma-er pase ekta Dhobdbode beral chana!Abar chul gulo Lal.Bhebechilo ki ar holo Ki!Choto bela mane je somoi ta amar mone nei sei somoi-er smriti mane sobar kole chore chobi,Pisi-r biye te Ma-er kole ghumochhi!Ba Dadur kole chiruni niye khel chi.Ma bole ami khub ghumiye portam,amai snan koralei ghumiye portam,khoateo parto na,Ar sajate chai le kajol ar powder ghete eksa kore phel tam,seta obosso akhono kore pheli!Ar ulto dike amar Didi choto bela thekei Saj gojer byapare conscious,Protita chobi pose die tola ar ami Hadar moto hoi Didi ke dekhchi ba onno dike takiye achi!Chotobelai Didi ar ami khub kheltam,ar dujonei Sari portam,Didi sobsomoi Teacher hobe ba office-e jabe ar ami hoi student noi Kajer masi,Amader Album-e ekta chobi ache,jate Didi Sari pore Teacher ar Ami Nera mathai ghomta die Kajer masi Sejechi!Chotobelai ar ek ta confusion chilo,bolte gele seta toiri kora,jodio ami Ma-yer kachei thaktam tobu Pujo ba Goromer chuti te Ranaghat berate gele amader Ranaghat-er barir Kajer masi amai suni-ye ma ke bolto Amar meye ta ke niye nile ar pherot dile na,tokhon bujhte partam na ke amar ma!Erokom aro koto confusion chilo,jamon class I-e Ramkrishno Mission-e bhorti hoye prothom din,Bondhu Sayoni jighhes korlo Robibar mane ki khelar din?Ami bigyer moto hya bol lam,tarpor jighes korlo tor ki dhormo,ami bollam Musalman bodhoi!Asole Amra joto boro hoi toto eisob bishoi-ke nie matha ghamai,ar jokhon choto thaki tokhon chotto mathai ato kichu asei na!Aro koto chobi bhese asche,kintu aaj somoi nei,abar pore likhbo.
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Ichhe holo tai

Hothat kore blog banie phel lam.Likhte bose bhari muskil-e pore gachi..Asole kokhono ebhabe likhini to...Ki likhbo bhabte bhabte Sei Rabi Thakurkei mone porlo,ar choto belar sei priyo gan ta..'Bhalobasi Bhalobasi,sei sure kache dure jole sothele bajai basi...Bhalobasi'...Hoito kono nirjontai likechilen gan ta,ar onubhuti ta moner nirjone priyo hoye galo...Asole gan ta sunlei mon bhalo hoye jai,hothat-t ekdin bhore Ei gan ta sune ghum bhanglo...Indrani Sen er misti sure mone hochhilo jano bhorbelai okaron-e mon bhalo hoye galo...Eta bare bare hoi,jokhon -i gan ta suni tokhon -i mone hoi...'Bhalo theko' ar 'Bhalobasi' kotha duto khub priyo,tai hoito bhalo lage bare bare phire jete...